i had an inspiring weekend.
not exactly inspiring.
more like heartwarming instead.
little events, big impact.

baby lost his temper at me again.
over a minor toilet incident.
but he managed to apologise
later on in the evening.
i didnt blame him at all. not a tinge.
the seamstress screwed up his pants.
he apologised for losing his temper at me.
although i didnt need an apology
but it made me smile.
if you didnt know, C is a very VERY VERY
stubborn person. like a mule.
for him to apologise is equivalent to
climbing mount everest. HAHA.
okay, i'm just exaggerating. (:
my baby is a sensible MAN now.
the foul temper may need some improvement
but he is doing just fine. i still love him.
everything he does makes me wanna
get married to him even more.
he just wants me to be comfortable.
my silly bao bei. LOVE YOU.

what he said last night
surprised me even more.
i was completely taken aback.
he says that if we're ready,
we could go ahead to register our marriage.
he's serious.
he's serious about me.
he's serious about marrying me. (:
what more could i ask for to hear those
words from him. from my baby boy.
i thought my heart went into an arrest.
unbelievable.
but the feeling in my heart was just
pure happiness. i was in delirium.

i wanna change my last name to yours.
i wanna lay in the same bed next to you.
i wanna stay in the same house as you.
i wanna be the one that scrubs your back.
i wanna play foam baths with you.
i wanna do everything with you.
johanna lim. <3


/every second spent with you
is a second i wouldn't want to trade
for anything in this world.